love is

dictionary.com says:

1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3. 1. Sexual passion.
   2. Sexual intercourse.
   3. A love affair.
4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment

agape:

1. Christianity Love as revealed in Jesus, seen as spiritual and selfless and a model for humanity.

2. Love that is spiritual, not sexual, in its nature.

3. Christianity In the early Christian Church, the love feast accompanied by Eucharistic celebration.

in chinese:

a poet wrote:

I met a lady in the meads,
...Full beautiful--a faery's child;
Her hair was long, her foot was light
...And her eyes were wild.
I made a garland for her head,
...And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;
She looked at me as she did love,
...And made sweet moan.

I set her on my pacing steed,
...And nothing else saw all day long,
For sidelong would she bend, and sing
...A faery's song.

She found me roots of relish sweet,
...And honey wild, and manna dew,
And sure in language strange she said--
..."I love thee true!"

(keats)


Why do you tell some one you love them?

because you need to hear the same thing back?

Because you want them to know?

Because you think you should?

Do you say it to make up for all the things you never did?

ladies and gentleman....

may i introduce to new additions to team fieldhouse



KatieJane II (back row)
Ferret (front)

now to persuade fat boy norm not to eat them

ohmeohmyohfuck

Mortgage:

• A temporary, conditional pledge of property to a creditor as security for performance of an obligation or repayment of a debt.
  
• Death Tax (from Old French : mort, dead (from Vulgar Latin *mortus, from Latin mortuus, past participle of mort, to die)

Life;

• The time for which something exists or functions: the useful life of a car.
• A spiritual state regarded as a transcending of corporeal death.
• An account of a person's life; a biography.
• Human existence, relationships, or activity in general: real life; everyday life.

dying:

• To cease living; become dead; expire.
• To cease existing, especially by degrees; fade: The sunlight died in the west.
• To experience an agony or suffering suggestive of that of death: nearly died of embarrassment.

Living:

• The condition or action of maintaining life: the high cost of living.
• A manner or style of life: preferred plain living.
• A means of maintaining life; livelihood: made their living by hunting.

No so Grim up north

Friends of the family

ben and micheal

chris and john

Its Grim up North #2: top name

Its Grim up North#1: down the road (bradford)

converted terrace curry house (bradford)

Megnetphone featuring sonic boom and king creasote

blinding

a toast

gary and sarah now have an additional Danny (just over 8lb), see garys blog in about 2 weeks fer pictures

this makes him no more or less of a bawbag

TOPS!

Holiday time

i is going to see my good friend Chris's (he's a jewish-yank really but doesnt like to talk about it) band play in leeds, so i get to spend the whole weekend in bradford, yorkshire.

interesting things you should know about bradford:

1. Relief of Mafeking (1900)
2. Marmite (1902)
3. Race Riots
4. My mate chris driving home, goes past burning car showroom: his car then breaks down and him and a couple of medicated dudes need to push car through riot.
5. You can get a curry for under £3, normally in the converted room of a terrace house. Menu on blackboard on wall, normally containing non- specific meat
6. The answer to the eternal question "Who ate all the pies?" can generaly be answered with "Most of the women over the age of 17 in bradford"
7. It has the 1 in 12 club
8. I were a member of 1 in 12 when i was 15: i had "mouse" on my card
9. It's where that prossie drama that was on tv a couple of years ago were set
10. Its was the home of truck driver and mis-user of the chisel peter sutcliffe

you also cant get thrown out of "rocking" rio's for sticking yer arse out of your pants and slapping it in time with the hard rock music, i have tried

it takes a nation of millions to hold us back

started working here

its really quite cool

in fact, being a sinic i would like to add a few negatives, but i cant (well nae yet), it really is ace

for the first time in years i can be in a place that doesnt alienate me and meet people that i have things to talk about with

thank fuck

bin a long time bin such a lonley lonley time

things i have done since me last blog (well apart from the very last one)

1: pramface demo
2: the kilt walk. Yup this is who i work for, yes this is the campest thing since elton john and a load of pink tents went through a window, and wel i was hoping to come up with a no, but if youve clicked on the links...
3: Noised my very telented mate up so he can be in the band he should be in
4: found that finding mirrors around the place could be connected to my numb nose
5: had threatening calls
6: learnt how to finger pick (the guitar that is ms z)
7: named a pramface tune after a threatening call
8: Spent far too much time on myspace
10: found oot how to change the background on stuff
11: tryed to upload tune onto myspace an unexpected error sic occured, yet when i tried to upload the tune again apparently i couldnt because it was processing the tune that i hadnt uploaded
12: overused the radial blur filter on photoshop

Tunes!

Johns bands demo here.

Pramface demo here.

Id recomend johns

Its not quite degree level stuff, but it does rise some interesting questions; here
more here

"...you're like candy to me; but candy's no good..."

having not posted properly in a while (ive been speading time @ m*sp*ce.com_)
i reckoned; time fer poetry then...

Song for Simon

Use to misuse, abuse
abuse and abused
Acute and accused
Pin prick and oily
The fool is confused
Dependence, addiction
Addiction depends on
depends on who?

Flying you deepen
A chemical coherence
People see what
Do what they want
A religious devotion
devout like a fool on
A chalky pill icon
To hang with and lean on
keep high and dream on
And remember what you never forgot

my eyes my eyes...!

now everyone can play "spot the link"


**reading numpty's guide to HTML**

"You fucking broke my sitar, motherfucker!"

Well its come to this : aiming to make 90% sick after looking at it fer 2 minutes.

If you do go there, could you go to and gi us feed back on this (apart from the pic, which was just to noise john up), its an old mate of mine that i would appear to be *ahem* managing at the moment, he should be working at break kneck speed on a reworked copy of his demo.

Any between this franticness i watched DiG, which were cool and one of the funniest things ive seen in a while (although sadly no drummers died in the making) and also downloaded most of the Brian Jonestown Massacres albumns from their site

Also toying with doing solo version of "pramface" demo, prob more on that some other time

laters

rats, rats, key cupboard, snowy leith, rats and me

Its just fucking Rugby; played by Girlie-Men in body armour

A belated post

Not sleeping one night, i turned on Radio5 (radio 4 was off air) and they were talking about the Superbowl and the various teams etc

A couple of days and a trip to the boozer later i came back and went on the poker. Having taken some nice pots recently (4 Kings, **dances**) i had some cash in the account and having drunk some beer the thought accured i should piss it away by gambling on games i know nowt about, and i remembered the radio from the other night...

about 3 weeks later and as my monthly drinking vouchers had gone, i thought id play some poker ..

Superbowl XLPittsburgh Steelers: 20 - 1: £5 on to win: Win: £105.00

more evidence (if needed) that radio listening, internet gambling and booze are good stuff; i would also note that i was smoking cigerettes at the time.